Netherlands
January 13, 2010
This morning I faced and experienced the ugly face of jealousy
and bitterness and power struggle, I was a witness in several cases!!
I was stunned how we as HIS children respond towards each other because of these feelings!
Someone send a gift back as undeliverable to the sender who prepared
this gift with such love and happiness!
I will not go into the other things I witnessed but I can assure you it was bad
and ugly!
I shared my thoughts and concerns with someone who wrote this back to me:
There is an American film called "Gettysburg"....I don't know if you can get it in the Netherlands, but if so, it is really excellent. It is about the American Civil War and the great battle at Gettysburg which changed the course of the war. My husband and I just watched it, and the thing which I believe to be THE MOST important part of this movie, is how the commanders communicated with one another and the absolute necessity that they work as a team to command their men/soldiers.
if the Church could really understand our role as being the Army of the Lord.
We speak it, but don't live it. We live like we are on holidays....and therefore are AWOL -
Absent WithOut Leave.
I myself once faced jealousy but I immediately confessed it to
the Lord and He made me call the person I was jealous off! And confess it in all
honesty!
Then I learned an important lesson! As soon as we acknowledge this Father will set
us free!
Come one brothers and sisters stop gossiping stop this ugly thing cause if we really
want to see breakthrough we must see each other as family!
He has a plan a tusk for all of us! Let us take our eyes upon HIM the lover of our
souls!
We all want to see breakthrough wont we? We all want to arise and shine wont we?
BUT when the Lord gives breakthrough and opens doors ( for someone) suddenly the ugly face of jealousy is shining his ugly face!
He and He alone is the One that gives us our calls and tusks so if we fight against
this we fight against HIM!
I waited upon the Lord to speak to us about this issue this is what He gave me:
Are you willing to follow Me?
Are you telling Me you love Me?
Are you saying to Me that you love Me and you want to see Me move?
Is your eye upon Me?
Are your thoughts upon Me?
Are you willing to pay the price?
Do you love Me?
Why then is it you fight against Me?
Every step every move I take is for the sake of My Name
It is for My purpose,
It is My plan...
Now give to Me your pain bitterness and jealousy
Cause again the only one you are fighting against is ME!
Your Father!
Part of a prophetic word from the Father
through His Spirit
Received in 2005
I saw two circles spinning round in opposite directions!
The one big circle turned around in the direction of evil (the own self)
The smaller circle cycled in the direction of God! (self denial)
We all sense that we have entered a different time frame. A new season is making itself known!
Isaiah 43: 19!
But if you take a closer look then you will still see people running after big names and huge, impressive ministries.
It’s not that these big names and ministries are wrong in themselves, but the question is: is it God Who leads you to this meeting, to this ministry, or……. (you can fill it in for yourself) .
The Lord spoke:
“People run and plan, but I AM the spinning wheel and with MY loom I will weave MY patterns!
The diamond that is being polished by ME is made up of one big stone:
I AM
Around this big stone there are all kinds of small stones (ministries) and these on their turn have been polished and shaped into all kinds of different edges (people around it). One can see that the diamond glitters on all sides. At the same time it just depends on the way the light falls which colours will come to life!"
In other words, He determines when something has to illuminate.
Everyone stands in his or her calling and everything is united by that one big stone….
YESHUA!
Everyone functions in his or her own colour, taste and aroma, because HE weaves the pattern and HE determines where, how, what and when…
During our prayer we were led to break this spirit that impresses us with Big Numbers, Names, Meetings, Buildings……
HE should be our First and our Last!
He holds our threads together in HIS hand and weaves a coat of many colours…..
the mantle of ELIJAH!
AMEN!
Catharina Schouten - Meijer And The NiedGalah Team
The Prophetic Media Army Of Women!
His Emp(a)thy Glove
Teshuva Ministries & Tesjoeva Foundation