Valley of Shame
David Haase
11-24-2002 Sunday night 10pm
In open Vision I witnessed two legs and feet of Gold or Brass one each on a mountain over Israel, next in the heavens I saw the Throne of Judgment over the earth and was taken to the moment, time and place of judgment. I could see only gray, a dark gray, yet I could feel the multitudes in this place, all with one overwhelming sense of shame, my shame, their shame, it is the one word, which most describes the horror of your own understanding that you failed the King of Kings, by that which you did or did not do… as I cried and wept deeply, I was given understanding that it was by choice we were here and choices we made in life. No one sins without knowing it, all know when they sin and make a choice to do so, you might try and justify it, but in this place there is no justification, only shame yours and others… I went to bed, still unable to leave this open vision which was more real to me than this world we now are in, my sleep was not restful but difficult, I awoke tired, exhausted yet still in open vision in this place of shame and judgment. My spirit and body full of this shame I could not escape, for it was mine and all those I was surrounded by. All through the day I knelt before the King in shame with no words, no defense for the truth was in the open for all to see. Around 2pm my heart in despair, I began to pray and ask to be removed from this place and I heard the master speak with His hands spreading over all those there "if only they would have taken of Me" (at this moment a good friend of mine by was told to pray for me by the Holy Spirit without any idea of where I was) at this moment as it dawned on me I was still in this world and yet had a choice, I spoke aloud "Lord I can still take of You" and ran to a store to buy grape juice (already had the matzo bread). Over the course of the next three and a half hours I was confronted at every point, by distraction from the enemy and finally at 5:30pm I chose to close my door turn off my phone and allow no one else in until I spent time with the Lord (at this moment my friend again from NC was told by the Holy Spirit to intercede for me, praise God) I begged forgiveness of all my sins but this time with much more fever and earnest, I broke the bread and spoke aloud as Christ taught us at the last supper, as I did I saw a large glowing white Tree trunk without any branches on it, come down in the mist of the gray darkness in this place of shame and judgment, I ate of His body and the tree moved towards and centered over me. I lift the cup, spoke as taught and as I drank I found myself move up into the tree itself and was now released from this place and vision.
For the next week I was besides myself with what had happened. This place was real, the time was real, the shame and all those there was real. I was thankful for this chance to follow the Lords Will, yet no written words can ever describe that place and no one needs to go, it is only by our own choice that we go there. Today you have a choice to choose life or death. Death in this world is only the end of your ability to choose life. Death in the next is far worse than any Dante’s inferno you have ever thought of. My heart weeps for all those in that place, for many of those who think themselves saved where there, many more than you would care to think of. Look now at your life and see the choices you’ve made, take of Christ WHILE you can, CHOOSE each moment not to sin. When you do, come before the King and repent and ask forgiveness, only CHOOSE to do so WHILE you can.
Bought with His Blood, in Christ Yeshua,
David Haase