Walking In Faith
Gloria Shepherd

10/7/00

The Intimacy of Love

My beloved, how I yearn for the intimacy of our love that we once shared together. I call unto you, my beloved, and you do not answer me, or if you do, you say it a little while, I am too busy now. I yearn to hear the panting of your heart for me, as you yearned for our times together in the garden of our love. I desire to feel that yearning from your heart once again, as it was in the beginning when we first met, in that secret place of our love. You looked for me because you desired me with all your heart, soul, mind and strength, as a love that was passionate and love that was not able to be quenched until we were together in that place. How I long for that passion again from you. Your love has waxed cold, and you no longer desire me as you once had. I cry like one who has lost their first love they once knew, and has lost them now. My heart breaks when I call unto you to come, and you say to me, not now, I have things to do. Your love has turned cold, and you no longer desire me with that passionate fire that we once had together in that place of intimacy of my love for you. I cry for you, every time you say to me, not now, have to do this and that first. When we first met, your love for me was like an unquenchable fire that burned with the passion of a love that could not be quenched. Your only desire was to be with me all your waking days and night, for our love was like a passionate fire that could not be put out. It burned with a consuming fire, and you could not wait to be with me, to spend time with your first love. Now, your love has become cold, and your heart no longer is like that consuming fire of passion, but the fires of our love have been quenched. You have drifted away from your first love, and the things of the earth have quenched the fires of that love we once shared.

I want to re ignite those fires tonight, if you will come to the place where we once shared, if you will say, Yes, I run to you, my beloved when I call to you again. I will ignite those fires of passion once again in you that we once shared, if you will run to me, when I call to you tonight.

I am calling out to my first love to come into the gardens we once shared long ago. Come unto me, when I call, run to me, as a bride runs to her groom, wanted to be with him in the intimacy of that love they share. I long for you with that same love. I long to be with my beloved tonight. Do you desire to be with me tonight, to once again share that love that we shared together, that consumed us with the passionate fires of love? I will light that fire again in your heart, if you will set down all that has hindered you in these past days, all that has stood in the place that we once shared together. If you will lay down all that has been in that place of love that we once shared, as a sacrifice of your love to me, I will once again light that fire in your heart that we once shared..

I want you to know me intimately in the place of intimacy in the bedchambers of my love once again. That is my hearts cry to my beloved tonight. Will you answer me when I call you tonight to lay down all that has stood in that place we once shared tonight? Do you desire it with all your heart? Does your heart still pant for me as one who longs to be with their beloved once again? Or have your hearts waxed so cold, you do not remember that place we once shared together, so long ago in the garden of my love?

I call unto you my beloved as one who has lost his first love, I call to you to once again answer me, when I call, and run to me with the desires of a passionate love we once shared together.

I call out with the love of the bridegroom calling out for his bride who is lost. I cry out with all the passionate love we once shared together in the intimacy of our love together. I long to hold you and you love you with that love we once shared. I long to ignite that fire once again in your heart that we once knew together. I long for that passion to consume your heart as it once did when I was all you desired, and your love for me knew no limit, and you yearned for me with all your heart and your soul and your passion was a consuming fire for me. I long for that love again to be in you, my beloved, for I have lost my beloved, you I yearn for with that same love.

How my heart calls to you from the deeps of my heart of love for you. I have lost my beloved, and cry out with the cries of a bridegroom who has lost his only love. He has lost the only one He has ever loved, and He cries out for her to answer Him when he calls for her. How I long to be with you, my beloved, in the secret place we once shared together. I yearn for that love we once shared in the intimacy of our love together. I long for your passionate love for me, to be as that fire that once consumed your heart in our times of intimacy together once again. I yearn for that love again we once shared in the intimacy we once shared together. I yearn for those times of passionate love to be ignited once again in your heart beloved. That yearn for those times we once shared together in passionate love for each other, desiring nothing else, but to be together in that place of intimacy that we shared in the burning chambers of love that we shared together. I yearn for you to return to that place once again, where nothing else mattered but that we be together in the burning compassion of our love together. You could not wait to run to me, and to be with me with that burning passion of our love together. My heart cries as the love of my life has run away from me, and is lost. I cry out for my love to return to me, to run to me, when she hears my heart, for she only desires to be with me. My heart is like a lover looking for his first love and she is lost, and who has run away from him, and now is lost. I only want to find you my beloved. Hear my cries, my beloved, as I cry for you to return to me, I long to hold you with that love that we once shared together.. Come my precious one, I want to wash you, and cleanse you in the waters of my waters, and wash you. Come to me, I do not care where you have been before, I still love you, and I will forgive you if you will only come when I call to you. I love you so. I want to wash you, to love you with the tenderness of my love once again. I want to give you clean garments, my love, garments of my love.

I desire a passionate love from my beloved. Come, for I am calling my beloved to meet me in the coolness of the garden of our place we once shared. My blanket of love is spread over the lush green grass, waiting for you this night. I want to feed you, and give you some new wine to quench your thirst. I want to refresh you in that place tonight.

Come and know my love for you my beloved, come to that place that I have for you to refresh your heart once again. I want to show you my love, as a lover spreads out a love feast for his beloved on the lush green grass, I have spread out a love feast for you to taste of, you will come and let me refresh you tonight in that place. I want to wine and dine you with the fresh fruits of my love for you. I want you to taste of this new wine I have for you my beloved, for I have pressed it from the finest grapes of the vineyard, and it has been allowed to age, and turn into the finest wine you will ever taste, for it is the new wine which I have made for you my beloved, come and drink of it, and taste of the first fruits that I have picked myself for you to taste my beloved, for it is a time of celebration, and of rejoicing, for I have found you my love, for you have been missing for so long, and when you finally heard my cries for you, you cried out for me, and I came and found you, and brought you to the place we once had so long ago.

My beloved, my love for you is passionate, and I desire you with that same passion that we once shared. I don't care where you have been, I just want you to be with me again, to know that passion we once shared, I want you to desire me like you once did when we first met.

What good is it for a woman to say I will spend time with my husband a few times a week because it is my duty as a wife? That is not love. That is empty acts, and that is not want I desire of you. I desire your passion once again, I desire that passion we once shared together, so long ago, in the bed chambers of our love. Does the bride say she does not desire her bridegroom? NO, she desires him with all the passion of her love and heart, and can't wait to be with him, day and night. Her heart, her body, her soul yearns for him with the passion of all her consuming love for him.. she longs to be with him in the place of intimacy where there love burns with consuming fire, that is what I desire of you my beloved, once again. I desire that place we once shared together in the heart of the passionate love we once knew together. I long for that time with you that we once shared so long ago.

I call to you beloved, and your love has waxed cold. You no longer run to me with that passion of love we once shared, but now you say, soon, or, in a minute, then you come as a wife who comes begrudgingly with the heart of duty, instead of the heart of love for me. I do not want your duty, nor do I want a heart that comes out of anything less than pure passionate love. For if your heart will not love me with that passionate love we once shared, then I will not desire you with that same love. For your love, ignited the passions in me, and ignited that love for you my beloved. Now, you say to me, I will come because it is my duty as a wife, and I say to you, I do not need a heart whose love has grown cold for me, I desire the passion of the love we once shared together. If your heart does not desire that love that we once shared, than I do not desire, your sacrifice from your begrudging heart that is born out of a duty and the flesh of your heart. If you do not desire me with the heart of that passionate fire, than how can I love you again with the passion we once knew. Your heart is cold and no longer desires me, I can only love you my beloved, if you desire me with all the passion we once knew.

A heart that says, I will give my love because it is my duty as a wife, gives from the wrong attitude of the heart, and I will not accept that offering of your heart my beloved, for it is birthed out a heart of your flesh, and you do it begrudgingly as a duty, instead of out of the right attitude of the heart, which is because you love me, and want to do it, more than you want to do anything else on this earth.. because you desire me more than anything else on earth. That is the sacrifice of love, that is done not because you have to do, but because you desire it, and you want to do it, and you yearn for me more than anything in this earth, and you desire to throw yourself on the bed, we once shared, to give whole self to me in the passionate fires of the bed we once shared together. That is what I long for from you my beloved. I want to ignite that fire, we once knew together. I want to set your heart afire with the passion of love we once shared together. That is what I long for from you, my beloved. When I call to you to come unto me, that you would run with that first love we once shared, my beloved. Your love has waxed so cold for me, and you no longer desire me as you once did. That is why my heart cries out to you, so, day after day, night after night. I want you so. Yet, you no longer yearn for me like you once did when we shared that passionate love for each other, when our hearts beat together as one heart in the love we once shared.

I long for your passionate love like that again. Remember the love we once shared, remember the passion we once shared when I was your first love. That is what I long for, what I cry out for. For you to answer my call, and let me ignite the fires we once knew in that place again. That is my hearts cry to you, beloved. I call to you, will you answer my calls, will you run to me, this night, as the bride runs to her beloved when she hears him call unto her. My heart is breaking for you do not desire me with the passionate love of a bride for her bridegroom in the intimacy of that place of our first love that we once shared together.

My precious beloved I call to you this night with that passion of my heart with the heart of that love we once shared. Come to me, run to me, my beloved, I desire you, I want to be with you once again, as it once was. Will you desire me once again with the burning passionate love of that first love we once shared? Many of you have been as the harlot, who has gone a whoring after those who have lured you away with shining gifts? You have been lured away as a harlot is lured away with many gifts to buy her love, the enemy has purchased your love with a few gifts. I thought our love could not be bought, yet, you have been bought like a harlot's love if bought with the few trinkets she is give to those who call her to their beds.. You have bought with a few trinkets, and your love has been bought, like the harlot's love. My heart calls to you, for I thought our love could not be purchased, yet, your love was bought by a few trinkets from the world, and you have defiled the bed we once shared together. I forgive you my beloved, I call to you, my beloved, I ask for your love to return once again to me.

If you will, I will once again set your heart ablaze with that passionate love we once knew together. I will set your heart with the consuming fire of my love once again, if you will come to me tonight into that place that we once shared together long ago. I want you to know the passionate fires of my love for you once more. Will you yearn for me as you once did my beloved? Come to me, for I yearn for your love once again as it was in the beginning when we first met, my beloved.

Original Message
From: Sharolyn Baldwin
Walking In Faith And Daily Being Revived

Ps. 138:7 Though I walk in the midst of trouble, you will revive me, you will stretch out your hand against the wrath of my enemies and your right hand will save me.

And praise God! He does it over and over again. So faithful and true is my love. Good night all. May everyone lie down and sleep in peace, this night. In His Love, Sharolyn

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