I Have Stood Outside
William Hawkins
 
 

December 18th,1998
I have stood outside the door knocking.
I have spoken words of encouragement.
I have by My Spirit come in power inside your services.
I have poured forth living water in great rivers.
I have healed your sick.
I have with gladness received those who have died
And I have provided for your welfare.
I have been your ABBA Father..
And how did you receive Me?
With open arms ? NO!
With open Minds ? NO!
With open hearts ? NO!
What shall I do, Oh what shall I do ?

I have given of Myself in riches, in times of need and in times of reflection and still you do not come.

I have given you My SON, My special Gifts and sent Apostles and Prophets in your midst and still you do not come.. What more can I give ?

Since your parents decided to turn from Me in the Garden, all I have done is to work to bring them home to Myself..

I sent Moses a man of No Self Esteem and they tested Me many years in the wilderness.

I sent Elijah and Elisha and raised men from the dead when they touched their dried bones, but still they do not hear nor heed My words and My call.

I sent Prophets, yes many and you killed them between the Porch and the Altar--Yes even before they could bring my message.

I sent to you MY own SON in the body of a man and you crucified him upon My Holy hill and still you do not come..

I sent My own Spirit among you to embrace you, to love you, to pour water upon you and to wash you with it. He brought gifts to you, He restored the Apostles and the Prophets to your

midst, He performed Miracles in your midst, even before your eyes, He provided and cared and loved and all He asked, Yes all I asked was simple obedience and love...

My hand is bloody from knocking upon the church door and still there is No response.

My heart is heavy from your lack of obedience to follow where My Spirit was trying to lead you.

Oh yes you can sit and define and categorize and make your assumptions of what I have been doing.

You can define it by Stages and Phases and Sections.

You can look for those parts that suit your needs; that fulfill your desires, that fit your dreams----BUT

I AM STILL GOD
I AM STILL LORD
I AM STILL YOUR ONLY SAVIOR.

And you have Missed, Yes Missed what I have been trying to show you.

Children, My children--The day is at hand, the hour is late, My coming is only moments away and you are still not at labor in the fields!

You are still awash in the river of self-consumption, self-pride and selfishness. My river was to wash you clean from those things, Holy, Spotless, , a Bride worthy of the GROOM.

Oh yes the Mantle of My SON covers your sins, yes they are gone, white as snow, But, you are still in your own clothing, seeking only for self and not looking to me with the Love in your

eyes and hearts that I desire..

I have passed through this ;land now twice, knocking on every door that lifts up my name. Most have not even heard me. My Spirit has been in your midst, drawing you with signs and

wonders, but still you choose not to hear..

To be obedient only meant you had to lay your self and your fears aside and follow me in love..

Your love for me and obedience to me would have overflowed to the world around you and suddenly they would have seen me in you.. The image of Me in you would have drawn them to

My house and many would be saved and you would have received the great revival that you ask and Pray for.

But so many have sought and waited for My Spirit to BLOW through the house and to knock its occupants to their knees, to force them in some way to love me and be obedient to me. Yes I

did do this in some places and I shall do it again, but can you not see that I desired them to come by themselves with a love and desire to follow me, without me pushing them in any

way..Not because my presence and power knocked them to their knees, but simply because they OPENED the door when I knocked.

In your hearts I hear the question--HOW DID I KNOCK ??
Remember the days I came into your worship services and many cried out to me.
I knocked then.
Remember the times I came with laughter and joy.?
I knocked then
And the times My presence was so sweet and peaceful ?
I knocked then.
The times I brought the river of refreshing and you bathed in it, again and again.
I knocked then also..
What was it you wanted --you ask..

Oh how are you so blind as not to see the only things I want or ever wanted was for you to love me and to obey me. Is that not your desire for your children also ??

To follow me during those times would require an act of faith on your part, a great leap from the mountainside into my waiting arms. I would have caught you, I would have been there anytime you act in faith..

At that time an act of faith would have been to declare my presence. To gather together daily to proclaim your love for Me, to seek to follow Me, wherever I would lead you. That is the obedience I seek and the Love I so desire from you..

You would have grown closer to Me each day as you loved Me in prayer and in song and worship. I would have clothed you then during those times with My robes, My crowns and My rings and many beautiful things..

If I had chosen then to lead you into what you call "Revival" I could have done so.

If Not; you would have lost nothing.. Oh no My child you would have gained what so few see. Yes you would have seen the Glory of the Lord in your midst, the express radiance from the throne. My power, My Love, My Grace, My Mercy, My Truth and of course My SON>>

There is still time;
Act Now.
Do Not Tarry
I Love You --Says the Lord.
COME!

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